The Black Order

Friends

2009-11-17T09:16:13Z

Soooo...I'm going to filter through my friends thing, and take off people who are not here anymore, or don't update. Sooo...lemme know if you wanna stay on my list? I'm doing it in a few days, so make it snappy. Some people are never here, so if ya arn't here in a few days I figure ya don't post enough for me to keep ya on? That makes sense I think >.>

Results

2009-11-08T06:59:38Z

So! Aki con was fun, wish I'd gotten to stay later though. Got a D.Gray-Man poster, with Allister and Davi on it. Awesome, plus a Miyavi poster which josh has let me hang up. I got a little adorable Balthier chibi from ff 12. Adorable.

We went to Lynwood afterwards. Watched Xmas Carol in 3D which was awesome. I reallly liked the trailer for Alice in Wonderland, another one I'd like to see in 3D. It's going to be awesome.

Dexter was good for his puppysitter. Oh and I bought four manga i shouldn't have. Nana 19, Pappillon 4, Vampire Knight 8, and Soul Eater 1.

Perfect

2009-10-28T14:31:17Z

Oh my gosh I'm in love. My little pup is awesome, i put him in his kennel last night at midnight, covered it and he slept ALL night. No poddy in his crate either and then I woke p early to spend time with hi mand now he's playing with me. AWESOME.

Tomorrow

2009-10-27T02:31:32Z

I need to clean, but I dun wanna but I get puppy tomorrow at 1 in the afternoon in Ellensburg. I'm so excited I can't wait omg.

female_goyjo @ 2009-10-12T14:45:00

2009-10-12T21:45:23Z

So, Code Geass is awesome. Haven't finished yet but it's still good. Or at least have not finished the second season. It's awesome.

Oh, I've been playing Earth Eternal, a game by Iron Realms Entertainment. It's completely awesome.

I wants a puppy.

Distressed

2009-10-04T05:52:14Z

I'm so upset right now that I'm going from pissed off to crying and I don't get it. Probably due to the beginning of the menstrual cycle. But it freaking sucks. My grandpa passing keeps hitting me, and it starts a new wave. Fucking sucks.

female_goyjo @ 2009-09-12T15:44:00

2009-09-12T22:46:26Z

He's gone, and we miss him. Grandma was crying on the phone.

Its hard to think that he isn't there anymore. That he won't just be walking in the door.

female_goyjo @ 2009-09-10T14:24:00

2009-09-10T21:24:24Z

My grandfather just passed away. 9/9/09 at 9:50.

Hosptial

2009-08-20T19:13:01Z

I finally went. They gave me a doctors note and drugs. I have strep throat.

Drawing

2009-08-10T07:27:43Z

Reading

2009-08-04T03:53:58Z

I love reading. I really do. My favorite feeling was being entranced so far into a book series or world that I couldn't put it down. I got a large amount of awe from reading books and fell in love with the characters. Seeing some book covers I can't help but miss being able to read like I use to. I loved the Coldfire trilogy and gosh I want to read it again. It was so awesome! I loved it so much. I do wish, though, that one day that I could inspire the kind of feeling in people with my own writing.

Umm

2009-08-02T05:56:36Z

So! Alot of stuff has been happening. A friend of mine has been having some problems and I'm doing my best to be there for her. Tonight I've been drinking with Ian and a friend Traci. Very interesting, it is. I had these things called Vegas Bombs? Well I work at 7:30 and it's all ready almost 11 and I know josh is going to wake me up tonight. I'm really tired, but work -should- happen fairly fast.

Started writing, so far the main character is Elise and she's a Tupperware sales lady. How wold everyone feel about writing a story with me online? Like, someone starts it and we email it in a circle to create a story? I think that might be kind of interesting. Anyone else up for grabs? If so post here, kay? You don't have to write alot but I think it'd be hella fun. These vegas bombs? I've had two, and two beers..I think two? Maybe three? It's some peach snaps, malibu rum, and you put the shots of liquor in the middle of a glass of redbull. Then you gulp it down. Yummy. But I do work at 730 tomorrow morning. Yay!

So anyone up for grabs? I already need to draw. A friend of mine agreed that if I drew in a sketch book shed draw next. I'm interested, like a comic thing.

Things

2009-07-31T01:54:01Z

So, I've decided to take up writing again. I really have always enjoyed it. But I actually bought a composition notebook and intend to write it in and pass it off to Suzanne when I need someone to read it. Seeing as I doubt Josh will get the urge to read it. Work has been boring, and hot, and long. My shoes are so dead that my feet ache before I'm even half way through. Buttons continues to run away, I think it's because of how hot it is inside right now. It's hard for him, I even had Josh dip him the tub so that he could cool off.

I enjoy going to Applebees and drinking with people. Actually fun, and it can be pretty tasty. But, sadly, It's making me pretty broke. I need to manage my money better, I'm actually working really hard at paying off my credit card at the moment. It only had a limit of 700 and next pay day I'll be putting 210 on it so that'll make it an even 400 and Josh said he'd 100 tomorrow for it since he uses it too. That'll put it at 500 dollars on it with 200 left to pay. I told Josh once it's paid off I'll be getting a PSP. So Jess, it should be before August 25, especially sicne I'll be getting paid again before then. Phantom Hero or something like that comes out August 5th, it's for the Wii and plays alot like Disgaea so that will be my next purchase game wise. Besides PSP related games. It'll be fun. Right no I'm trying my best to beat games I havn't beat yet. FF VIII, Disgaea 3, and those are what I'm working on for now. But the list is long. I need to be FF XII as well as Ratchet and Clank, Devil May Cry 4, Oblivion, Star Ocean 4 and that new game I'm getting.

So tired lately! I think this weather is killing my drive. All's I want to do is sleep and do, well, nothing. XD

female_goyjo @ 2009-07-25T22:23:00

2009-07-26T05:23:44Z

Doodle for me. How's it look? It's a little icky huh

female_goyjo @ 2009-07-23T11:00:00

2009-07-23T18:00:07Z

Buttons ran away...

female_goyjo @ 2009-07-18T09:53:00

2009-07-18T16:58:51Z

21. Well, drank quite a bit but now I think I'm done. I'm really actually upset this morning before work. My U key isn't working, i'm very tight on cash, and I won't be having an upper today. I also have no gas, hm. I don't really want to eat but my stomach is growling...a cat just climbed up the chimney but I don't care. I'm just so peeved and bummed. Hopefully tomorrow wont suck. In eed to find sunblock before we go. Especially if we're sitting outside all day.

female_goyjo @ 2009-06-23T01:11:00

2009-06-23T08:14:21Z

Lately I've really been getting the feeling that I need to stop fooling myself. Thinking that I actually can draw, spending bucko bucks on markers that are way to expensive and should only be used if its by someone who's a professional and can actually draw. I guess that would be the same about my writing. Also just me in general. I really think that I'm just the suck recently. And, well, it sucks...>.>okay done with rant I'll go wine alone XDD

female_goyjo @ 2009-06-20T18:47:00

2009-06-21T01:48:01Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

female_goyjo @ 2009-06-01T14:12:00

2009-06-01T21:12:21Z

YOU ARE GOING TO SEE NEWMOONWITHMEJESSICAOMGISAWTHETRAILERANDCAN'THELPBUTFANGIRLSQUEALWHENISAWITITSALOTLIKETHEBOOKANDJACOBISDELICIOUS.

Supernatural

2009-05-18T22:18:00Z

OH MY GOD THE SEASON FINALE. OH MY GOD. OH OH OH OH OH.

Spoilers below

So, oh wow. This season was awesome, and it was sooo easy to see what the heck was going on with Ruby, and THANK GOD SHE'S GONE. And Castiel? HELL YES. Prophet Chuck? Hell yes. Gosh this was such a good season, there were the funny moments then the moments that were so serious and gripping. I love this show, it's amazing. To bad there is only one season left. Perhaps more, not a sure thing yet.

Stress

2009-05-09T06:45:46Z

So it seems that I'm finding myself with more and more to do. It's really annoying, and I dont technically have time to do anything but I'm still doing it. I should be transferring to Western Washington soon, although I'm afraid that they might have to high of standards for an average student like me. Also I have to fill out the GI bill application, and the application for western (which costs 50 bucks to just freaking apply for) and if I do get accepted I need to move, actually, and that's a big change for me. Living an entire city away from my family (who I'm attached to) when I have not lived anywhere but Oak Harbor my entire life. My grandma, aunt, cousins...they all live here too. I grew up with that, and I'll miss it. I have to find an apartment that accepts cats, and then I'll also be moving away from my friends. Jessica, Suzanne, Josh, Ian and newly found Lee. Josh. Dad wants me to keep working, too, which means I really wont have time to visit with anyone from Oak Harbor unless they either come up to see me, or, i bring homework with me. I'd love to quit walmart completely and be able to work at a a book store. I'm so so very stressed. I'm also having incredibly hard time keeping my moods straight, I'll go to tears to irritation in 60 seconds flat and its really upsetting. On top of being upset with myself. I'm also disgusted with myself. I'm so scared of change. Sigh.

Oh, Jessica I hope you're okay.

Mood

2009-05-03T17:09:33Z

I'm really, really, irritated. Not just a little, but a lot and it really pisses me off. This morning josh called into work because "I don't feel well" and apparently he hadn't been feeling well for the past few days although this is the FIRST i've heard about it. I fucking bet he's going to go out tonight to Scotts house to play Starwars roleplaying bullshit. If he does its going to irritate me even more. If he's sick enough to call into work then he's to sick to go have FUN. GARG. At least now it's not random spouts of tears.

NIP/TUCK

2009-04-26T05:48:56Z

So, thank you Jessica, it seems we have a horrible talent of trading fandoms. NIP/TUCK is a gross show, however it's also oddly addicting. It's my Guilty Pleasure, kinda like a show I know I shouldn't like because of all the random crazy ass shit in it that's completely, well, messed up. But Jessica, you evil woman, lent me the first season and now I'm going to Blockbuster to finish off what they're up to. The family is so very very messed up. VERY MESSED UP.

Also, from what I hear, Western Washington University, might no longer be accepting applications for admittance for Fall quarter, And that pisses/terrifies the fuck outta me. I don't know what I'll do if i don't go to school for fall quarter. Maybe concentrate on earning money for school? Pay for a gym? Focus on becoming healthy?

So Josh and I have been dating for 2 years. Yay. The convention was fun, again, and I haven't gotten my pictures out again and printed yet from the con. Some AWESOME costumes this year.

Tomorrows I only work til 2, so we're gonna hit up the carnival for a bit then Josh/Ian/Mike are gonna go to Scotts while I go to my parents and work on some project for class on Monday. A powerpoint. I should work on it now, but my neck is hurting so bad I just wanna go to sleep now. But this stupid show is well, so stupid, and irritatingly addicting still.

X-Men the animated series is being released on DVD on the 28th <3 The show I use to watch as a kid, awesome.

There is a lot of drama going on in 'the house' it's amusing.

Going abouts

2009-04-04T16:33:18Z

Costumes were recieved. Josh didn't fit his that well, to small, and I did tell him to order bigger. Mine was to big, and shapeless, which I'm going to hopefully fix with my mother. Just a few darts in the sides. Hopefully bringing a safety pin to hold up the skirt. They also didn't make the jacket accurate. Theres supposed to be slits up the side with the rose things at the top. Wasn't quite pleased with that, but oh well.

So far the 'Book It' learning community = awesomeness. It's ALL drawing with NO structured WRITING whatso ever. All creative. After last quarter FUCK YES!!

Con is..5 days, 14 hours, 33 minutes, 34 seconds until the Party Starts!

We're going super early (still unsure when to wake up friday. Dosn't matter, don't work Thursday hehe.) I've aquired all of the funds for the room, ending with Ian last night. Will deposit today then figure out how much con money I actually have to use while I'm there. Waiting for brother to deposit a juicy 40 bucks for his contacts. Hopefully that works out. I want blue ones this year <3 Normal, of course, this time. I'm getting really excited! Like, super excited, it's been my upper for the past few days no matter what they did to me at work. Hot damn, sept last night I was kinda bummed cause of weight and such but oh well. I only ate two things yesterday, I was hungry only after I ate at 9:30! Crazy. Theres a bunch of panels I wanna go to, concert, and I want to scope out some new tasty Anime. Romeo x Juliet is one I wanna check out. Why not? I always liked the story.

Bought the straightener.

Time for work.

LBP Bagels

2009-03-22T06:57:20Z

Damnit, Jessica. I want cream cheese and bagels now. I haven't ever had one before but I want it.

Oh, Little Big Planet is awesome with friends.